0808; I can't stop thinking about him

I hope someday he'll understand about what I actually feel for him. I hope he'll realize there's a girl, who's totally in love with him, who will wait for him even though she knows he'll never come, yeah she is me.

Im sitting here in the dark, thinking about him, and miss him like hell, after he left. I feel so all alone. No one can fill the emptiness that my heart feels, simply because everyone means 'not him'.

He's gone. And now Im still waiting for him to come back. I don't care which place he'll choose to go, I just know there's only a place for him to go back, it's me. Maybe he's on the way back to me or maybe he likes his new place so he decides to go back later... But I believe that one day, in a special moment, he'll come back, won't he?

I know that the things are not the way I wished it to be, but I hope it's the way it has to be...

Maybe he has no idea how much I like him, how much he makes me smile, how much I love to talk to him, or how much I wish he was here, that's why he leaves me alone.

I remember, once, he said that he'd never leave me, he said he'd always be here by my side, but I think those are just his fake hopes. guess what!!! He has never proved it, never. But I... I don't know why the hell Im still deeply in love with him, after all the fuckin' things that he did to me.

For sure, it's quite difficult, to get him outta my mind, it takes a life time...

I don't care what they've said about him. Cuz there's something about him that Im scared to lose, cuz I know I won't find it in anyone else. Cuz the happiness that I feel every time he's here. Cuz he makes me laugh when I feel like Im gonna fall apart. Cuz I love that smile of him that lights up my day, even when Im the most saddest.

Sometimes, I still hope, someday, somewhere, he'll come to take me out from this nightmare, and we'll be together forever... Just like Rapunzel and Eugine :')

He's not my favorite mistake, He's just a simple regret...

Dari mulai dia minta nmr hape gue, alesannya apa? Supaya gampang ngajak chat msn. Ngga usah chat msn kali, setiap hari aja gue udah smsan sama dia. Lucu bgt sih cara dia ngibul.

Sampe gue ngelaluin hari-hari bahagia gue, yg ternyata perlahan-lahan dan tanpa gue sadari menyiksa hati gue. Gue bego. Gue ngga peka. Awalnya gue sama sekali ngga ada fikiran kalo gue dan dia bakalan berakhir kayak gini.

Gue fikir dia baik. Gue fikir dia ngga kayak cowok-cowok lain, yg iseng doang datang dan pergi di kehidupan gue, yg akhirnya cuma ninggalin kenangan kenangan bodoh. Sebenernya sih dia punya perasaan, dia juga mikirin perasaan gue. Buktinya dia perhatian sama gue. Buktinya dia takut kalo gue marah sama dia, dia berusaha minta maaf.

Jadi yg salah itu siapa? GUE!!! Gue yg salah ngerti apa yg dia mau. Gue fikir dia sayang sama gue, tulus, kayak gue sayang sama dia.  Tapi ternyata? Di mata dia gue cuma seorang cewek gampangan yg dengan begonya dia jadiin pelampiasan.

Gue bukan apa-apa atau siapa-siapa!! Gue cuma tempat dimana dia bisa dengan luasnya melampiaskan perasaan-perasaan kesel dan sedihnya. Padahal gue udah berharap banyak sama dia. Gue udah terlanjur menyayangi dia.

Tapi ini tetep keputusan gue. Walaupun gue sakit, pelan-pelan, gue akan coba untuk ninggalin dia, lupain semua kenangan itu.

Gue minta maaf. Maaf bgt kalo selama ini gue berbatas. Maaf bgt selama ini gue ngga bisa selalu ada di samping dia disaat dia butuh. Maaf kalo gue sering ngebuat dia ngambek. Maaf gue ngga bisa jadi seperti apa yg dia mau.

Maaf gue ngga bisa dengerin semua curhatan dia. Gue ngga kuat. Di saat dia bilang kalo dia sayang sama cewek lain, dia memuji cewek lain, sebenernya gue sakit. Sakit bgt. Tapi dia ngga tau. Dia ngga pernah tau kalo sebenernya gue udah ngelewatin malam-malam gue dengan kesedihan, dengan tangisan. Gue mikirin dia. Gue kangen dia. Tapi gue cuma bisa melampiaskan perasaan galau gue itu dengan menangis. Karena gue tau mau gimana pun juga dia tetep ngga perduli sama gue. Gue tetep jadi yg kedua, Gue tetep ngga bisa gantiin posisinya cewek itu di hati gue. Gue tau.

Sampe suatu saat gue sadar kalo gue ngga bisa kayak gini terus. Gue sadar walaupun gue bahagia karena dia yg perhatian sama gue, dia yg manggil gue 'sayang', ternyata gue disakiti.

Disamping itu semua gue tau kalo dia ngga serius. Dia ngga pernah ngasih gue penjelasan tentang hubungan gue sama dia. Gue ngga bisa kayak gini terus., gue ngga mau semakin terluka. Gue butuh kepastian. Gue bukan cewek gampangan, seperti apa yg dia kira.

Yap, walaupun gue setengah hati, walaupun gue sakit, walaupun susah bangeeeet , gue tau ini yg terbaik buat gue dan dia.

"Makasih yaa, makasih bgt lo udah ngasih begitu banyak pelajaran untuk gue, makasih lo udah ngajarin gue gimana caranya untuk menjadi dewasa, makasih atas perhatian lo ke gue selama ini. Daaaah!"

Stuck in the moment with.....him

Sekarang gue tau kalo ternyata dia cuma mau gue disaat dia butuh. Ini parah. Dan gue membuatnya lebih parah lagi karena gue berusaha untuk selalu ada disamping dia di saat dia butuh gue. sebodoh inikah gue?

Sebenernya gue berusaha, untuk selalu ada disamping dia disaat dia butuh, supaya dia bisa menyadari kalo gue suka sama dia. sayangnya dia ngga peka.

Gue sakit sih, sakit banget malah. Padahal selama ini dia selalu yang pertama di hati gue. Gue fikir gue juga begitu, ternyata.......masih ada yang lain.

Gue berusaha, berusaha untuk jadi yang terbaik buat dia, bukan supaya dia suka sama gue trus kita jadian, tapi supaya dia merasa kalo gue itu penting buat dia. supaya dia merasa kalo dia ngga bisa tanpa gue. Gue ada disamping dia bukan untuk untuk pelampiasan, tapi untuk memulai sesuatu yang baru. mungkin gue jahat. maaf.

Gue berharap suatu saat nanti dia sadar kalo gue ada di samping dia bukan untuk pelampiasan. Dan gue juga bukan sesuatu yang dia mau disaat dia perlu, dan dibuang gitu aja kalo dia udah ngga perlu.

make it easy!

People asks what I see in you, I say, "Everything you don't".

sekilas tentang hidup

"Yang udah lewat ya lupain aja.Yang belum datang alias hari esok dan masa depan juga ngga begitu perlu difikirin. Terlalu banyak rencana, mimpi, keinginan, semua yg belum terjadi cuma bakal nambah beban kita hari ini. Jadi buat apa difikirkan? Buat gue, masa lalu dan masa depan itu ngga penting. Yang terpenting adalah hari ini. soalnya ngga ada manusia yang tau, sampe kapan dia diizinkan hidup sama Tuhan. Buat apa susah-susah nyusun rencana masa depan kalo kita sendiri belum tentu bakal sampe di masa depan itu?"

 "Hidup adalah petualangan. Masa lalu bukan lagi milik kita. Masa depan juga belum jadi milik kita. Satu-satunya yang betul-betul milik kita adalah sekarang. Hari ini. Detik ini."

"Kehidupan nyata sama sekali nggak sama kayak kehidupan di film-film. Kisah-kisah di film murni rekaan imajinasi sang pembuatnya dan pembuatnya itu cuma tukang mimpi. Ngejual khayalannya. Sama kayak pengedar narkoba yang ngejajain obat terlarang dengan iming-iming mimpi bagi penikmatnya. Menurut gue, artis artis itu cuma anak wayang, yang melakoni khayalan para penulis, tujuannya murni untuk menghibur. Supaya penonton selama sesaat lupa akan realita hidup. Dan realita hidup emang udah sepantesnya penuh penderitaan. Makanya manusia manusia kayak kita butuh hiburan. Semua untuk pelarian sesaat. Semacam jeda dari realita yang pahit. Takdir itu pahit. Ngga ada manusia yang ngga punya penderitaan."

"Dari jaman ke jaman, pikiran manusia semakin rumit. Semakin banyak urusan yang harus difikirin. Semakin banyak tuntutan kehidupan. Kalo dulu ibu-ibu cuma pusing ngurus rumah dan anak, sekarang ibu-ibu ikut pusing nyari nafkah. Kalo dulu orang nyari nafkah untuk menuhin tiga kebutuhan pokok: sandang, pangan, papan, sekaran kebutuhan iitu membludak. Yang namanya sandang alias pakaian sekarang udah berjuta-juta pilihannya. Bahkan udah menyangkut soal status. Mulai dari pakaian bekas, pakaian murahan sampe pakaian yang dibeli untuk menunjukkan status ekonomi. Pangan atau makanan juga bukan lagi nasi dan lauk pauknya. Bukan lagi empat sehat lima sempurna. Makanan juga sekarang menjadi simbol status. Mau makan di warung, supermi atau gourmet di restoran-restoran bintang lima yang mengimpor juru masaknya dari mancanegara? Semua kebutuhan udah bercabang-cabang begitu panjang begitu beragam. Ngga lagi sesederhana dulu. Wajar kalo fikiran manusia jadi iktu bercabang-cabang. Saking panjangnya, kita ngga inget lagi asal-muasal dan akarnya. Kita ngga inget lagi kebutuhan sederhana yang hakiki. Kita terlalu sibuk ngeliat ke atas dan ke depan. Mengejar apa yang ada di depan mata. Ngga mau ketinggalan sama jaman dan tren."

"Emang udah sifat manusia, kalo keinginannya belum tercapai, segala cara bakal dilakuin untuk memiliki apa yang diinginkan. Setelah benda itu menjadi milik kita, seolah-olah maknanya lenyap. Nggak lagi menggairahkan kayak dulu sebelum kita memilikinya. Pepatah bilang, rumput di rumah tetangga selalu lebih hijau daripada rumput di halaman sendiri. Pepatah itu bener banget! Paling nggak bener buat gue sendiri, karena sekarang gue mengalaminya. Gue ngerasa jadi barang antik yang cuma di simpen dipojokkan. Gue ngerasa usang. Lelah."

My Favorite Onee :)

The Misfits - Saturday Night

There's 52 ways to murder anyone
One and two are the same
And they both work as well

I'm coming clean for Amy
Julie doesn't scream as well
And the cops won't listen all night

And so maybe I'll be over
Just as soon as I fill them all in

And I can't remember when I saw her last
We were running around and having a blast
But the backseat of the drive-in is so lonely without you
I know when you're home

I was thinking about you
There was something I forgot to say
I was crying on a Saturday Night

I was out cruising without you
They were playing our song
Crying on a Saturday Night

As the moon becomes the night time
You go viciously, quietly away
I'm sitting in the bedroom where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes
Now I'm watching
Watching you die 

 

 

 

blahblahblah

Maaf saya lagi bingung mau ngepost apa jadi yaaa begini laah. Saya mau cerita........

Gue chat sama dia trus dia bilang 'I miss you'. Dia bilang kalo sebenernya dia kangen sama gue. Dia kangen bercanda lagi sama gue. Tapi dia terlalu malu untuk mengatakan hal itu. Gue seneeeeng banget!

Selama ini gue ngira kalo dia cuma bales "hahaha :D" berarti dia udah mulai badmood chat sama gue. Gue ngira gue cuma ganggu dia. Im afraid of disturbing him. Tapi ternyata dia bilang kalo dia cuma jawab begitu berarti dia nge-expect gue untuk say more. Gue girang setengah mati.

Pas gue tau hal itu gue langsung buru buru mikir gimana cara terbaik untuk menyatakan perasaan gue. Untuk bilang sama dia kalo gue suka sama dia.

Dan baru banget gue mau bilang sama dia, baru bangeeet bener bener baru banget gue mau bilang, eh gua kebangun. GEMBEL KAN?

iyaa, gue mimpi kayak gitu.  itu semua cuma mimpi hahaha *laugh out loud*

Tapi dibalik itu semua lo tau nggak gue sedih banget why? karena gue tau kalo itu semua cuma mimpi.


Kenapa sih Allah ngasih mimpi itu ke gue? Kenapa? Padahal itu semua cuma membuat gue sedih. Cuma nambah buruk keadaan, disaat gue tau dan sadar banget kalo kejadian itu cuma bisa gue impikan. Nggak akan pernah jadi kenyataan. Sedih nggak?


Cause I know, Im fuckin know, when I close my eyes I see you there. Then when I open my eyes, you're gone. hahahaha ┌П┐(►_◄)┌П┐

Owl City-Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here

Freddie Highmore

Alfred Thomas "Freddie" Highmore (born 14 February 1992) is an English actor. He is best known for his roles in the films Finding Neverland, Five Children and It, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Arthur and the Invisibles, August Rush, The Golden Compass, and The Spiderwick Chronicles.

• Personal life

Highmore was born in Camden, London, into a show business family. His mother, Sue Latimer, is a talent agent whose clients include Daniel Radcliffe and Imelda Staunton, and his father, Edward Highmore, is an actor. He attended The Brookland Junior and Infant School in Hampstead Garden Suburb until the age of 11. He has a younger brother named Albert ("Bertie"), born in 1995. Highmore resides in Highgate, a suburb of north London, and as of 2003 attends Highgate School. He said he will be studying Spanish and Arabic at Cambridge University as of September 2010.

• Career

Highmore began acting with small parts on TV at the age of 7. In two movies Highmore played with members of his family. His brother Bertie played his brother in Women Talking Dirty. Also his father Edward played the father in Jack and the Beanstalk: The Real Story.

In 2004, he had a breakthrough with his critically acclaimed performance as Peter in Finding Neverland. Highmore received several nominations and awards for the role, including a Broadcast Film Critics Award and a Screen Actors Guild Award nomination. In 2005, he played the part of the hard-working Charlie Bucket in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (adapted from the book by Roald Dahl). He was reportedly recommended for the role by the film's star Johnny Depp, who starred in Finding Neverland and was impressed by the young actor's performance.

Highmore next appeared in August Rush with Keri Russell, Jonathan Rhys Meyers and Robin Williams. The story is about a musical prodigy named Evan Taylor (who is later given the stage name August Rush) and his journey to find his parents after they are separated at his birth. This movie received a wide release on 21 November 2007. He starred in The Spiderwick Chronicles, based on the popular children's stories, released in the United States in February 2008. He plays American twins, Simon Grace and Jared Grace, alongside Sarah Bolger who plays their sister Mallory Grace.

• Voice roles

Highmore led as an actor and voice actor in Arthur and the Invisibles. Highmore also lent his voice in The Golden Compass and A Fox's Tale as well as two planned sequels of Arthur and the Invisibles. Highmore voiced the lead character in the digitally-animated film Astro Boy.^[4]

Several of the films that Highmore was cast in had accompanying video games (Astro Boy, The Spiderwick Chronicles, The Golden Compass, Arthur and the Invisibles, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory). Highmore has lent his voice to all of these projects.

fuck up dude

 

"gue ngga suka sama farisha ris, sumpah deh gue ngga bohong. itu mah cuma gosip anak anak doang kali. gue ngomong sama dia aja jarang, masa iya gue bisa suka sama dia."

apa yg lo rasain kalo temen lo cerita dia smsan sama orang yg lo sayang trus pas temen lo berniat nyomblangin lo, orang yg lo sayang malah jawab kyk gitu?

so deep, isn't it?

yap. itu yg lagi gue rasain sekarang. ngerti kan lo? pas waktu denger si ris*** (maaf nama di rahasiakan) ngomong kayak gitu aja mata gua udah berair. ya tapi gua tahan lah malu kali kalo mewek di depan orang banyak.

padahal si ya gua kangen bgt sama dia, tapi kalo responnya dia kyk gitu mah ampun aja dah gua. gua hopeless. gua ngga tau harus gimana lagi. gua ngerasa kyk sampah. gua ngerasa ngga dihargain.
 

yaudah lah gua mah pasrah aja lagipula gua ngga bisa memaksakan kehendak. sekarang apa coba yg bisa gue lakuin? ‎what can i do to make you love me? what can i say to make you feel this? what can i do to catch you there? nothing -_-

gua berusaha semampu gua untuk bisa nerima kenyataan ini. tapi ya emang dasarnya gua udah lemah dan egois, yg gue lakuin skrg cuma nangis nangis dan nangis.

u know i just want u to be here by my side. i just wanna see ur face. i just wanna hear ur voice, im missing u so much!!! u dont know what im thinking about before i sleep and what im dreaming on when i sleep. u just dont care at all, do u?

dan sekarang gua bisa menyimpulkan bahwa : he does NOT love me

menyedihkan bgt ya nasip gua. iyadah terserah Allah mau ngasih apa ke gua. walaupun sebenernya gua udah capek. gua mah pasrah aja ya.

LIKE A HELL

LO TAU? TAUGAK LO? GUE NGGAK SEKELAS SAMA DEVITA. NIGHTMARE!!! GUE NGGA BISA KAYAK GINI. SUMPAH GUE BUTUH DIA. SIAPA YG NGAJARIN GUE AGAMA ISLAM NANTI? SIAPA YG NGANTERIN GUE KE TOILET NANTI? SIAPA YG NGOBROL SAMA GUE? HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :'(

PADAHAL GUE UDAH BERHARAP BGT BISA SEKELAS SAMA DIA, KARENA EMG DARI MOS KITA UDAH SEKELAS DAN SKRG? TAIANJING GUE NGGA SEKELAS SAMA DIA.

PENDERITAAN GUE BELUM BERAKHIR DISITU.............

DEVITA MASUK 9.1 DAN WHERE THE HELL IS ME? DI 9.3 YG BAU!!!!! SAMPAH JAMBAN TOKAI APALAH TERSERAH!!! DI 9.3 ISINYA ANAK ANAK PINTER SEMUA!! ANAK ANAK 8.1, DAN LO TAU? GUE SAMA AUDRY BERDUA DOANG YG DARI KELAS 8.4 DAN GUE DI SAMPAHIN!! GUE DIANGGAP TAI!!!!!

AH GUE NGGA BISA BERTAHAN LAMA DIKELAS ITU. NGGAK BISA!!!!!!! YG TADINYA GUE RANKING 2 TP SKRG MANA BISA LAGI GUE DAPET RANKING 2!! MASUK SEPULUH BESAR AJA UDAH KEAJAIBAN POKOKNYA GUE NGGA BISA!!

GUE DIKACANGIN GUE NGGA DI ANGGAP ADA. TAPI MEREKA YG DARI 8.1 SELALU AJA DIPERHATIIN!! FVCK OFF BITCH!!

GUE MAU PINDAH DAN GUE HARUS PINDAH

dont know what to do

Hello hello hell-o

 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gue kesel bgt njrit kdvhnfduihngtjkuhvyuhbtrn gbugjb ntrknbhoiubrtjbmltghuitr

 Dari tadi pagi gue ditinggal sendirian sama bokap nyokap -_- ya ngapapa sih sebenernya gue bisa asik online tanpa ada yg ganggu

Ya tapi kesel juga kali kalo ditinggal seharian eh trus pulangnya ngga bawa apa apa Ya Allah mana gue laper bgt dirumah ngga ada makanan ah toooooooottttt -_-

A Day To Remember - If It Means A Lot To You

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

'Til everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

'Til everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this las
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in our past
Well it might before the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even tho it means so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening

I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

Now everybody's singing

?&%@$*!^/~>@#$%\

Yap sekarang gue emg bener bener lagi kesel sama orang dan gue ngga tau dia tau apa nggak hopefully sih dia tau yaa

Gue emang jelek muka gue jamban sampah basi abis yekan... ya tapi ngga gitu juga kali gue punya hati gue punya perasaan dan gue bakal pake itu

Gue juga goblok tolol abis ya suka sama lo padahal gue tau bgt gue ngga pantes buat lo dan gue sama lo bagaikan langit dan bumi dan mungkin di mata lo... gue itu disgusting -_-

Okelah tapi at least :

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU






And im fuckin miss you rite now blahblahblah God damn you dude...

Yeayeah -_-

Eh yaAllah alhamdulillah gue naik kelas cuuuuuyyyy wakakakakakak gue ranking 2 lagi pula :p Padahal yak gue udah mikir nilai bakalan turun tuh. Iyelah semester ini gue maenan cowok mulu ebuseeh buseeeeh -_- Gue ngarep bgt tuh dikasih hadiah sama bokap, jaaaaah bokap pulang aja kagak -,,,,,-


Ohiya ternyata dikelas gue ada yg tinggal kelas, duuuh kecian yaaa oenyoeeee -.- eh tapi serius gue kasian bgttttttttttt :'( ternyata si Helmi yg ngga naek krzkrzkrzkrz nyokapnye aje sampe nangis gakeruan pas denger helmi ngga naek Ya Allah sedih beeeeeeddd ngga tega gue ngeliatnya  ceileeeeeeh -_-

Kalo gue pikir pikir nih ye ternyata kelas 8 itu singkat bet yaaa -.- padahal baruuuu aja gue deket sama bocah bocah sono -______________- udah gitu yak ngga tau deh gue sekelas lagi sama dia apa nggak -_- beeuuh beeeuuh gue berharaaaap bgt bisa sekelas sama dia lagi. Kalo gue ngga sekelas sama dia lagi nih yak gue ngga bisa ngeliatin dia lagi deh pas pelajaran pelajaran yang ngga asik Daripada gue dengerin itu guru ngomong mending gue ngeliatin dia yegak? huh?


I DO LOVE HIM yeah, masih pengen sekelas sama dia until now I still remember how it feels to sat near him, laugh with him, and many special things to do :) huh

Sorry yak english gue kayak anjing -_-

Have Fun!!

Hello, waktu hari minggu kemaren tanggal 20 gue jalan tuh sama temen-temen sekelas gue. Sama meylinda, liza, julie, ita, caya, novi, hanum, riska, malik, farhan, andy dan reynaldi. HAHA girang setengah mati itu gue. Lo tau sendiri kan gue suka sama ***** wkekekekekekekkk Awalnya gue ngga niat ikut tuh soalnya gue mau reunian SD. Eh karena si caya bilang kalo ***** ikut, ya gue langsung semangat 45!!!!!!!!!! Tapi gue mikir-mikir dulu tuh, gue takut dia ngga jadi ikut. Ya gue udah bawel aja sama caya spik spik nanya yg pasti ikut siapa aja wkwkwk. Dan ternyata, si ita sms gue kalo DIA IKUUUUUUUUUTTTTT wooohoooo girang tingkat iblis tuh gue. Eh tapi tiba-tiba caya bilang kalo ternyata mantannya si ***** mau ikut, what da hell is going on? NO NO NO itu ngga boleh terjadi!! Gue udah seneng-seneng juga mau berduaan sama si ***** eh ada pengganggu -_- beeuuuhhh langsung ngedrop deh mood gue. Eh tapi tapi ternyata pas gue sampe pondok labu si mantannya ***** ngga ada!! caya blg dia ngga jadi ikut Alhamdulillah hahaha. Yaudah deh tuh gue naik bus sama dia, duduk didepan dia, ngobrol bareng dia, Ya Allah gue seneng bgtttttttttttttt hahahaha. Gue ngga nyangka kalo gue bisa jalan sama dia. Beeuuhh seneng ngga bisa kebayang deh gue hahaha. Ini gue bagikan sedikit kesenangan gue pas jalan sama dia :

 hehehe

cocok ngga gue sama dia? hehe

satu lagi

ini waktu di dufan

ini di ancol

ini juga di ancol

Gimana? seru ngga? seru doooooooonnggg hahahaha udah deh yaa bye!!

Cheers,  Farisha IP :)

HELLO!

HELLO!

This is my new blog :) what do you think? jelek yaa? maklum masih baruuuuu hehe :P bingung ah mau ngomong apa, yg jelas have fun yaaa!!!!!!

cheers, @farishairmp :)